omg i didn't feel the tremours today. HAHAH apparently it was real bad. HEH anyway i never felt tremours BEFORE in my entire life, is that suaku or what lollll.
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anyway, kbox was good! a refreshing song list. HAHAHAHAAHAHAAH.
shizz i don't want friday to come lahhhhh :(

GOSH my feet are killin me nowwwww! ):
shopped from like 11 plus till 7 plus. HAHA. but okay it was fruitful la cos. i bought HELL LOT of stuff (Y) spent close to 200 bucks :/ but my itouch is like.. refurbished! so YAYY :D
and omg i was THAAAAT CLOSE to buying that damn bloody nice green dress from warehouse! it was... SUPER NICE OKAYYYY GODDDD :O but it costs 219 so ARGH. SCREW IT. 129 i confirm buy immed la ><
yeah okay anyway. needa rest my poor soul and pour over some random mindless videos.
KBOX TMR WOOHOOOOO xD

mugged h3 at starbucks for 7 hours straight today. hahaha actually not really straight lah, minus the time i kept going to the toilet and walking about. so erm yeah. and anyway 7 is not a really EPIC number to begin with.. ><
i feel super super unprepared for monday. and scared. i don't want it to comeeee omg. i can totally imagine myself staring at the paper and just go EFF. :X
i guess i never really put in much effort for this paper.
somehow, i just feel... inadequate.

bio mcq paper today. it was rather okay (i THINK).
went to ion orchard for the FIRST TIME. HAHAHA omg we felt damn suaku there lah! like damn long never go shopping already hahaha. went to itacho sushi for lunch, at inez's recommendation. it was nice! :) i like the rice it's like sweet. heh :)
walked around after that. HAHAHA and we noticed that the number of people got lesser and lesser as we went higher up. cos the shops were getting more and more high end. luxury goods lol. saw this faber-castell set of colour pencils that costs 1500 bucks. WTS. comes tgt with this huge pretty mahogany box i think which kind of justified the price i guess. BUT it's totally like a collector's item please, i wouldn't even bear to use it la haha. oh and the toilet's quite nice (HAHAHAHAHAHA)
decided to catch a movie after that. caught the ugly truth at the cathay. OMG the movie's hilarious. but it's like, sick humour lah LOL. i think i'd prefer a PG movie, anytime! HAHA and this is like my second chick flick i watched this year. no actually third i think. shopaholic, 17 again and this. HAHAH oh and damn funny we all didnt know the movie was nc until the ushed requested for our ids T.T then sun was like 'huh what show are we watching!' HAHAH. the show's nice anyhow, rather predictable ending though. BUT SWEEEET :D
i'm starting to feel the guilt pangs coming now. for slacking the whole afternoon away. but ohwell, i really NEEDED this break. i don't have the stamina to mug for one whole month, and hmm. i think i should set my standards lower for pharm chem, since i'm reading some of the notes for the first time in my life. SO. uh.
good luck to me. (GG)

:(

bio paper 3 was okay. let's just hope that i can get a decent grade HAHA. paper 2 totally screwed me up lah ><
OH and paper 1 chem was like..?! WTF la. seriously. it was just a mad rush all the way, and i just shaded option c for all those that i couldnt do. HAHAHA.
the general sentiment was that its even harder than bio paper 3 HAHA zomg. T.T BOOOO.
second last paper tmr. bio mcq.
mousehunt rocks. i got my abominable snow mouse. YAY.

5 more papers! i want all of these to end ASAP! ):



just give me one more chance to make this right.

never though i would say this, but i actually MISS guitar pract. :(
HAHA though i admit i was really kinda slack when i was in j1, especially when i was still in JE, and a couple of occasions when i was in the ME and practice sessions on wednesday had to clash with rc meetings >< compromise la. HAHAHA oh oh! and loooong toilet breaks where we eventually ended up at hodge lodge/canteen for AWHILE before going back HAHAHA (sheesh i don't think kevin would ever see this right!).
HAHAHA and the sudden increase in the number of group dinners after pract every monday HAHAHAH from s-11 to subway to MOS to MOS to MOS and then to MOS (again HAHA). yup kinda miss those times, when all you had to worry bout were only like SPA (yes, ONLY!) and all the common tutorial tests/lecture tests that didn't really matter, come to think of it. its like '*GASP* i got this test and that test and mock spa and bla this week, DAMN i got no time to mug for it! but still got time for guitar dinner la' HAHHHAA.
oh and not forgetting the sudden flood of motivational/inspirational speeches righttt before SYF, concert and all the rehearsals. HAHAHAH and hiok's 'OMG i think i smile alot during this pract!' lol. classic hahahahaa. and the time when all of us actually congregated outside pizza hut the night before SYF and listen to kevin's ALL-INSPIRING SPEECH. 'whatever award we get tomorrow, we'll always know that deep down, we've already obtained the GWH!'
and and. kevin's constant turn-his-head-around-and-stare-at-either-me-or-pris action cos either one of our guitar's out of tune! HAHAHAHAH omg. horrors lol. pris was so terrified of him HEHEHE.
will never ever forget how me and pris came to be in the first row (due to obvious reasons) during pract, and had to be riggght under the watchful eyes of Mr Gaspar. we had to suppress our laughter everytime we go for pract cos Mr Gaspar was justt way TOO FUNNY! hahahaha 'ytd i watched this video on THE TUBE' and 'i think cartoons are very nice to get inspiration!' HAHA wtte la. damn funny can. and sometimes i had to fight very hard not to fall asleep when his mini pep talks become boringgg HAHAHA.
hahaha yeah and all the practs and sectionals! HAHAH how we kept getting confused with the beat for cordoba halfway through, and jon gan had to like conduct with BOTH his hands and his feet! HAHAHAHAH super funny.
yeah. there's actually so much more that i wanna type but i feel quite incoherent now. and not as if many people will read this HAHAHA so. aye nvm. BACCCCK to cystic fibrosis :(

i can't remember when was the last time i talked to you.






sigh. how time flies huh.

'i wanna hold you till i die, till be both break down and cry'

sweet lyrics eh? i'm officially hooked on the song. it's called 'sometimes when we touch', by Dan Hill. The Olivia Ong's version's in my playlist, but i think i still prefer the original one, it's classic! (Y)(Y)

YAY finally no more ECONS! ehh at least for now, the next time i touch it won't be too soon HEEHEE (Y)
omg there's a reason why i hate arts subjects like history/lit/geog/econs.
cos' they make ur palms go red and trembling after each paper. and time NEVER seemed enough for arts papers. hmmmm.
or maybe this's just the common perspective from science students. HMM.
idk. i'm just not.. ARTSY FARTSY. HAHAHAHA!
ONE MORE WEEK PLUS ONE DAY MORE till everything ends. period. cool I WILL PRESS ON I WILL PERSEVERE I WILL NOT GIVE UPPPPP!



and yet the weariness inside of me begs so much to be let out.
i will take a good break after prelims end, i promise.

chem paper 3 WAS hard! :(
anyone who thinks its's like damn bloody easy, SCREW YOU MAN.
k la i think it's time management prob actually. SO.
it's still DB hard!
:/:/

FUCK bio papers NEVER FAIL to make me feel screwed and give up all hope after that. >:( DAMN SIAN i studied so hard for it (okay maybe more like, i dedicated the MOST time to it), but yet it's still so damn bloody hard.
AND
my time management SUCKS TTM.
nuff' said.
back to CHEM!

I AM GG TO HAVE SUBWAY LUNCH TMR AFTER BIO PAPER!

50 days, and still counting ):

FUCK MY LIFE! >:(

fuckfuckfuckfuckkkkkkkkkk all this shit ARGH!


on top of all that mugging shit, i missed my period for this month! (F again!)

shit i feel damn angsty now. just don't bother tyvm.

**edit**
OH i went to research (HAHAH k laugh all you want), and hmm..

10 Reasons Your Period is Late (from http://pregnancy.about.com/od/amipregnant/a/missedperiod.htm)

1. Stress
Stress can affect many things in our lives, including our periods. Sometimes we're so stressed out that our body decreases the amount of a hormone (GnRH), which causes us to not ovulate or menstruate. Working with your doctor or midwife can help you figure out what you need to do to relax and get back on schedule.

2. Illness
A sudden, short illness or even a longer illness can cause your periods to be delayed. This is usually temporary.

3. Change in Schedules
Changing schedules can really throw off your body clock. This is particularly true if you go from days to nights at work or vice versa.

4. Change in Medications
Perhaps you're trying a new medication and a delayed or absent period is the cause. Be sure to talk to your doctor or midwife about this side effect. It is very common with some methods of birth control.

5. Being Overweight
Carrying around too much weight can hormonally shift your cycles and even stop them. Most women will see a return to normal cycles and fertility with the loss of some weight.

6. Being Underweight
If you do not have enough body fat you will not have regular periods, sometimes you can eve cause your periods to stop all together. This is called amenorrhea. Typically a weight gain will help you have your periods return. This is a frequent cause of a missed period in women who work out to an extreme or are professional athletes.

7. Miscalculation
The menstrual cycle varies from woman to woman. While we say that the average menstrual cycle is 28 days long, that is not true for everyone. Sometimes our period is believed to be late when in all actuality we have simply miscalculated. If you have irregular menstrual cycles, but know when you ovulate, look for your period about two weeks after you ovulate. That may help you keep an easier track of your periods.

8. Peri-Menopause
Peri-menopause is the period of time where you are transitioning from reproductive age to a non-reproductive age. Your periods may be lighter, heavier, more frequent or less frequent - but mostly just not normal. If you do not wish to get pregnant, be sure to continue to use birth control because you are likely to still be fertile at least some of the time.

9. Menopause
Menopause is when you have reached the point in your life where you will no longer ovulate or menstruate. Menopause can be a natural life event or may happen surgically through hysterectomy or through chemical such as chemotherapies.

10. Pregnancy
Finally! Yes, your missed period might be because you're pregnant! A simple pregnancy test can usually help you determine if you have missed your period because you are pregnant. The urine pregnancy tests and blood pregnancy tests look for the hormone hCG.

i'm suspecting it's mainly cos of 1 & 3. AM NOCTURNAL
and i'm definitely no having menopause WTF.

i think i'm obsessed with mousehunt, LOL! i have no idea why's that, i used to think that it's a retarded game on fb that's a total waste of your time. HAHAHA imagine camping in front of your comp for the entire day and sounding the horn every 15 minutes, trying to collect all 135 breeds of mice loll. and now i'm actually playing it myself wtheck. aiyah, this just goes to show that i'm so bored of mugging that anything, even the smallest of things, could actually shift my attention away from mugging. oops :P
kay back to bacteria. Escherichia Coli FTW :D

zomg i finally touched the piano! like since what, forever.
whoohooooo the feeling's great. just that one of my fingernails is currently longer than the rest (shan't say which one), so when i play there's this clicking sound HAHAHA O:
uhhh okay it's a beautiful morning. and a brand new day for mugging awaits. (Y)

I WANNA GO PRAWNINGGGGG!!

hahahaha random.
OMGZ BIO IS KILLING MEEEEEE

oh finally, a short breather. the next paper will commence more than one week later (Y)
meanwhile, i finally found all my bio notes, from jc1 till now. counted the number of topics that im gonna have to mug for paper 2, and it's freaking 21/22 topics! (can't rmb too many alr) WHAT THE SHIT MAN. srsly T.T

don't even have the time to touch pharm chem SIANZ.
happy mugging people! :):)

p/s: econs paper was EPIC(hard) today [macro case study efffffff]